The Greatest Poison...

 As she was learning more about her Queen-ology this morning,

a revelation came to her mind. 

RC Blakes had read a bible verse that spoke the words,

"Do not be unequally yoked."

As soon as she heard the words, a vision popped up

in the front of her mind.

A Movie..

The man in the Iron Mask.

As she was going through the story in her mind...

Trying to figure out what relevance it had to being unequally yoked..

 She remembered first, that in the beginning of the movie they showed

the fact that Paris was going to Hell with their new King Louis. 

But as she went deeper into the movie, she uncovered something hidden. 

A secret that totally changed the course of their King's reign.

The Queen mother, had fallen for one of the Knights of the castle. 

Now of course, this wasn't just any knight... 

This was the Head of the Three Musketeers!

So she at least chose the most suitable knight to fornicate with.

However, the truth still remained... 

He was just a Knight. 

He was not equal in rank to the Queen. 

A Queen needed a King to produce strong honest heirs. 

Why? 

Because the Ambition and Vision are very different 

for a knight and a King. 

The Knight can not be King and protect both 

the castle and his Wife. 

He would have to abdicate his throne.

So...

 There it was... 

The Pain of having to keep a secret... 

The Poison of having to conceal a lie within them.

And from that deception came the consequences of their own self deceit.

The twins.

The split in the flow of life. 

One of the brothers was of God... 

Wanting Love.

The other brother was of Fear...

wanting Power thru Lies.

And she realized that her own life had been no different. 

She was always falling for knights. 

Men who protected her, but then fought with her all because 

every time she tried to awaken to her truth as Queen, they wanted to 

keep her with them at their level.

But what she was also beginning to realize now as she was

able to truly awaken, 

Is that these knights didn't belong to her castle.

They weren't even musketeers! 

They were just trying to use her for her gift of 

Unconditional Love. 

Well that and her money and car and bed. 

You name it, they were all up in it. 

Her time, her energy... 

yup..

All of it was just going down a drain. 

Until she finally woke up. 

And now, she was awake and ready..

 Ready to walk to her Throne

 and...

 Own it! 

The Soul on Fire in Heaven

 She woke up the next morning and the first thing that popped into her mind was,

The beer she drank 2 hours before going to bed. 

She didn't even catch on to it running through her mind 

until she was washing her hands after going to the bathroom. 

As she looked in the mirror, she saw a disappointed face 

looking back at her. Her mind kept repeating,

Shouldn't have drank last night. 

And as she turned from the mirror, something clicked in her... 

Why was she abusing herself with such negative thinking? 

Where did this come from?

And that's when she lit up inside... 

A spark went off and a positive energy rose up in her. 

She took a self evaluation.. 

She felt fine. 

She slept fine.

She even woke up at a fine hour. 

And she was feeling really good about getting her coffee

and then doing her morning meditation and study with RC Blakes. 

So where was this negative criticism about having a beer come from?

It surely was not what she truly felt and thought. 

So she knew it was words she had heard from others before. 

And she realized that before doing her Queenology work, 

she used to fall prey easily to these types of negative word spells 

because she did not have her identity intact. 

She did not know herself through the eyes of God. 

She did not know her worth was in God and not in the acceptance or approval of others.

But now that she did know all this... 

She realized that these words in her head were not her own. 

And so she cast them out

,

 just like that!

 She knew who she was. 

She knew how she wanted to live and what was good and right for her.

She felt great! She was healthy, She was in great shape. 

There was no need for her to abuse herself with these critical thoughts.

And so she stopped them right then and there and she thanked God 

for this awakening!

Later that morning as she was doing her studies, 

she had another breakthrough!.

God was really doing miracles within her!

Her soul was so lit up, she thought she was going to burst into flames!

Clearly, her candle never burn-eth out!

She learned that morning that the reason those negative thoughts

were always with her, even when she wasn't doing anything wrong, 

was because she had unconsciously accepted a false belief as her own.  

When RC Blakes spoke of the Signs of a Sick soul, during her morning studies, 

the first sign broke the mold for her!

It went something like this;

Your soul is sick when you decide to move away from the known will

of God. 

And at first, she had to pause the video and really ponder what those words 

resonated in her. 

And there it was! 

Her breakthrough!

Being born into dependency on Mom and Dad is the reason we are born Sinners!

It is a sin to be dependent on anyone other than God. 

This is why the bible states to Honor thy mother and father, but it does not say

to make them and their ways as God's Truth, which is Love.

 When you are old enough to be 

Reborn,

 it means going back to the true creator of you. And that is the God that 

 gave you a soul and a spirit! 

RC Blakes also went on to explain the Soul and Spirit in a very clear way.

He said;

The Soul is

 the Mind,(the way we think)

 the Will,(the way we choose)

 and 

 the Emotions,(the way we feel)

The Spirit is

the part of you that is Divine.

the part of you that comes from God.

the part that God communicates with you.

The Soul is where choices and decisions are facilitated. 

The body is where the soul and spirit reside.

A soul-tie happens in the season when the soul is out of balance with the Spirit. 

and when the soul is sick, the individual's life is poisoned!

And so when she began to really allow all this to open up inside her, she realized

that the reason she had these negative thoughts buried deep within her as truths, 

was in fact because when she was a little girl, she was taught through her dependency

that mom and dad were the ultimate approval sources of her life and existence.

That their ways of living and being was the only way to really be. 

But this was a false and limiting belief that she had unconsciously accepted.

Until now. 

She felt such a huge cloud clearing from her view once she accepted her real 

truth. 

That God never left her! 

And that she just never got to know him 

because she had thought that he was in the approval of others and the world. 

And so she thanked God for this revelation that opened up in her.

And she continued her day with more vibrant energy then she ever felt possible!

Don't Mind Me?

 She knew she was not flowing in the life 

that she was currently trying to make herself live. 

Yet, she pushed herself every day to go thru the same cycles. 

Like a merry go round. 

It's always fun at first until the motion 

becomes too much within 

and you get that nauseous feeling inside.

And she knew, finally, since she had begun her spiritual journey,

that nausea was indeed a rejection of the flow of life.

And so if her being on this round and round spin in her own life was making her sick...

she knew somewhere she had gone against the flow in her life. 

So she asked the holy spirit for help. 

RC Blakes was brought to her awareness almost instantly!

RC Blakes is a pastor that spoke of God and the bible

 in a way that she was actually able to understand. 

She had gone to numerous churches in her life and met many pastors

and religious clergy but none that ever seemed to make any sense to her.

But she couldn't find RC Blakes until she was true and honest to her own self.

To her own heart and soul. 

She was spiritual.

As much as people wanted to tell her that spirituality was all 

witchcraft,

 she couldn't understand why she didn't see it that way.

Until now. 

But it took years... 

Her journey began almost 13 years ago!

But here she was still striving. 

Still trying and still learning. 

Today she learned all about her mind set. 

She learned that she had been dwelling for the longest time bouncing

between two different types of mind sets... 

And both of them didn't produce anything but that merry go round effect

that she was so familiar with now and so sick of...

She wanted a change. 

She was ready for a change.

And she was ready to take any and all actions necessary to get there.

So... the first thing she learned was that she needed to acknowledge the two 

limited mind sets that she had been hopping between. 

The first mindset was where she was focused on the DEAD PAST. 

This is where she was always thinking about her past traumas

and was always looking for ways to avoid reliving past hurts and pains.

This was also where she was stuck thinking about back when 

things used to be better or working out for her... Her regrets. 

But what she didn't realize, until now..

 that this mind set of the DEAD PAST put her in a state 

where she was simply enduring a miserable existence but yet not fully living. 

So she made a New Pact with her higher self, taken from a quote from RC Blakes, 

 that she was going to

 "Divorce her History in order to make a date with Destiny!"

Then as she continued to listen to her favorite Pastor, and she learned that 

the second mindset that she was seriously stuck dwelling in was indeed

the mindset of living in the PRESENT MOMENT.

This made her a survivalist! 

And that made perfect sense to her...

Especially since she came from a past life of being a

Highly esteemed Independent survivor!

But her mission in this life was definitely not in running on

impulsive survival warrior mode.

Yet, this is exactly who she had become so far... 

So here she was... 

Ready and willing to get off of this merry go round of a life... 

She was ready to learn and activate the Third way of life.

The Queen conscious mind set way. 

This is where she was going to take the time and effort to truly understand 

who she was. 

Authentically. 

This is where she was going to do the work of finding her true self.

Who God had created her to be. 

She was going to do the work to find and feel 

her true worth in God her creator.

She was ready to chart her course based on her creator's instruction

relative to her true future. 

And it all began with changing her Mind Set!